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Jess' Journal

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Changes + 2nd Blog Anniversary
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Well,

I certainly haven't been back at LJ in forever! So many things have changed... and I even forgot my log in password. On top of that, I never even use the email I made my LJ account with anymore. Man things have changed! XD And that's evident in looking back at my  old posts. I didn't even remember my second year blog anniversary 'till just now. Technically, the anniversary was a month ago, but nevermind that. I can't believe I started this back in freshman year... now I'm a senior about to go off to college! :D I've received my first (and as of now only) acceptance letter, but I still have some more schools to hear from. I got into San Francisco State University! :D I'm quite happy and even if I don't get any other offers or if I really can't accept them (private schools are just so expensive!) I'd still be excited to go to SF State. Truthfully, enviroment wise, it's pretty much on the top of my list. I LOVE San Francisco! And even though I don't like that it's so close to my parents (I'm actually from the South Bay),  I still know that it's much wiser for me to stay close. That and the Bay Area is just so awesome, it'd be tough for me to part with it. Perhaps I'll move farther away after college, for work or grad school, but for now I'd be okay. Most of the schools I applied to are down in SoCal, near LA and San Diego. But really, no city beats SF to me, not even my hometown. The vibe, the enviroment, the atmosphere, the people! Well, at this point, I don't want to make any decisions without thinking about and understanding them fully. I still have to wait anxiously for my other letters before I make up my mind.

In other news, I've gotten back into Tumblr! Haha! This time I'm much more active, so active that I even have TWO blogs! I have one blog focused on my different interests in subjects like art, philosophy, music, news, and other thoughts on my mind. It's much more liberating to me; this blog is focused on my personal life, while westwinglibrary let's me be more creative and thoughtful. Check it out here: westwinglibrary.tumblr.com. The second blog was created just for all my fashion and style interests, mostly it's a catalog of fashion pieces that I find inspiring. That one's toochicforwords.tumblr.com. I really like my fashion one, I used to catalog cool pictures and fashion ideas into various folders on my computer. But that took up a lot of space on my tiny little netbook! XD So blogging helps plus it's a great way to find even more inspiration.

I remember wondering a few months ago what I'd do with this LJ blog after high school, whether I'd continue on it and focus on college life or terminate it. Of course I could never delete this blog, it'd be heartbreaking! It's full of so many memories! I've changed a lot from the time I started this blog and I like to see how much I've evolved over all this time. Sadly even all good things come to an end, but I'll make this a happy ending! Truthfully, I can't see myself continuing this blog, it's not the same as it was before. My posts have been growing farther and farther apart. So I've decided I'm probably make this blog dormant after I gradguate high school in May. I've gotten quite comfortable with my new blogs, so they've become my primary blogs now. I hope to continue them even in college, since I like their subjects more. So I guess this is sort of an early goodbye? T~T Aww shucks and I promised myself I would get all sad.... *sobs* I'll try to continue posting every so often for the remainder of the school year.

Wow I haven't posted in so long, that I've forgotten how nice it feels to sit down and just write,
Jess



Merry Christmas! :)
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Well,
It's been more than two months since my last post. So here's a nutshell of everything in my life.
What I've been up to:
- Celebrated Halloween... but not one trick-or-treater came to my house so I just pigged out on a ton of candy.
- My birthday was in November! :) I'm now seventeen- just one more year 'till I'm free! Well, I'm an adult in terms of Harry Potter fiction! XD
- As of now I've finally completed 104 hours of community service in the last two and a have years of Key Club!!! :D I feel so accomplished!
- Deleted my Tumblr account... I got really really realllllllllyyyyyyy lazy and bored with it.
- Sent my college applications! :D Well, just the public schools, UC's and CSU's. Now I must wait patiently for (what I'm hoping desperately are) acceptance letters. T~T
- Finals week was crazy but not as hell-ish as I expected :/
- On Winter Break, but school starts again in a week :P
- Had a Secret Santa party with my friends.
- Just got home from a dinner party at my grandma's. ^-^

What I will be up to:
- Working on my applications for private colleges. Mrffs so un-fun =.=
- Driving lessons... but I probably won't get my actual driver's license until the summer.
- Reading Room and The Hunger Games Series! :D
- Cramming homework on the last day of break.
- Bumming around.
- (Hopefully) Blogging more often! XD

And that just about wraps up everything, Happy Holidays!
Jess


I AM NOW A...
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...MUSIC BLOGGER! lawls
http://misselephantears.tumblr.com/
Well it's just a side blog, sorta. It's all about MUSIC! :D Yup, I'm just going to post tons of songs I like. It's kinda like the way I have songs for my blog entries here except all the focus is just on music. It'll be updated SUPER frequently, since I listen to songs all the time XD So far I've been updating 2,3 or more times a week. So yeah, just a quick post about my second blog. I decided to switch to tumblr since I felt livejournal is more seriously-take-time-to-write-shizz XD tumblr is just a lot faster since my posts are so short. Anyways go check out my music blog! I post more inde type songs there than I do on here since playlist.com usually doesn't have those songs. I also listen to a ton of different generes so I throw in a buncha various other songs as well. And sometimes I post songs according to my mood or events in my day. As for my new username, misselephantears lawls, it's nothing special really. I made it up to go along with my really big ears- I'm not even kidding! My ears actually stick out and in the light they even cast their own shadow LMAO Well, that's all the news for now... I probably won't be posting here for another jillion years XD Since I take ages to update my regular blog it's probably a good thing that I have that second one.

I'm gonna go update my other blog lawls,
Jess aka littlebogeek aka misselephantears



Writer's Block: Parlez-vous francais?
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What other foreign languages do you know? Which one(s) do you want to learn?
             Oui, je parle francais. ;) Well, I've been taking French for 3 years, and I'm on my 4th now. Sighes, French 4AP X____X and I so regret not studying over the summer. Hmm, I've always wished I could understand more languages, maybe someday I'll take some lessons. My family speaks Cantonese, but I'm totally crap at speaking and my understanding is limited. I watch a lot of asian dramas, so I guess it'd be cool to understand Korean, Japanese, and Mandarin XD It'd be way awesome to be fluent in tons of languages, too bad I just wouldn't be able to learn 'em all. 
  
              In other news, today the school's restroom pipes broke and all the halls were totally flooded. Therefore they had to shut off the water to fix the pipes so nobody could use the restrooms. Therefore, they released all the students at 10:30 in the morning XD It was so weird to be let out early. I wonder if this is what other kids experience on "snow days", since weather never gets that bad in California. So I used the extra time to work on my personal statement essay, we're writing one for English class. Now I still have tons of work to do, mostly for psychology class blech. Hmm that's all I've got to say for now. Time to go for a jog, I've made a resolution to be healthier :D So far, I haven't done much. But progress will come, eventually. Hopefully I'll get off my lazy ass.

- Jess 
            
          

Summer's coming to an end!
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Well,
There's just about a week left until the school year resumes. Let's review my to-do-list:
- get school supplies
- clothes shopping
- finish online math class
- change schedule for next year
- college planning
- organize plans for french club
- grow up and be an adult

Hmm good news: I'm gonna finish my online class tonight. Tomorrow I'll work on organizing plans. I can go to the stores over the weekend and I'll head to my school office on monday. As for the last bit, I think it'll take me a few years to get that crossed off my list. More or less than a few years. Probably lots more. Oh well *sighes*. Anyways, this weekend I'm gonna go boating with my family. Whoo-hoo for over grilled food and a tomato-face-sunburn :P Hmm I always wait like month before blogging again. And with all that time ya'd think I'd have more to say, but I'm usually stumped when I'm writing these posts. Well, I saw the last Harry Potter film a few weeks ago, and of course it was incredible :) And today I signed up for an account on pottermore.com - whoohooo! Well, that's all got say which isn't much and it's not worth even less as well.

I'm go waste sometime on iwastesomuchtime.com - it's a seriously funny site xD,
Jess



Korean Drama!!! :D
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Well,
Lately, I thought that I haven't been watching dramas for a while so I decided to watch a Korean drama. So now I'm watching Boys Over Flowers or Boys Before Flowers. It's based on a Japanese manga and there's a Japanese and Taiwanese drama of the manga too. But I chose the Korean one just cause it seems so popular and it was only made a few years ago. So far, I think it's such a great drama :D I haven't watched a really good drama is such a long time. I think the storyline is pretty intresting and it's a good comedy. Compared to other rom-com dramas, I've seen this one is definitely great. Sadly, my Adobe Flash needs to be updated so I can't watch any videos. I would update it myself but my overbearing mother put a password block against downloads. =_________= FAILSAUCE. So I'm currently stuck on episode 7.

I MUST watch that drama - I'm dying to know the ending!!!
- Jess



Today I'm...
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...obsessed with Mika's music!!! :D

 

Summer's finally warming up in the SF Bay - whooo-hoo!
-Jess

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Writer's Block: Your own toy story
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Did you have a favorite stuffed animal, action figure, or doll growing up? If so, what was it and what happened to it?

Hrmmm...
When I was like 6 I had this one beanie toy and I just loved it. It was this cute little golden yellow bear with the squishiest tummy ever. It was a small toy and I'd press it's tummy with my hands and feel tiny little beads inside. I remember wanting to cut it open so I could really find all the beads inside lawls But I never actually cut the bear up, I think cause I knew I'd get into trouble for it. I don't have it with me anymore, but I'm pretty sure my gran still has it in a box somewhere in her garage or we donated it along with a buncha other toys.

Mrffs I'm so hungry I actually woke up early cause of it,
Jess aka littlebogeek

SENIOR - HOLY CRAP I'M OLD.
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Well,
Exactly 2 hours ago, I became an official high school senior. I feel that I'm even more worried about my future. Well, this summer's gonna be pretty busy for me. I'm trying to get a summer job and I'm going to take math class over the summer too. I just gotta figure out how to explain all this to my mother =______= And lately she's just been worse to me about my "future plans". Sighes, I'd like to just chalk it all up to "all parents worry like that" and forget about her. I don't get it. I'm only 16. And I have to decide what profession I want now. Some of it just doesn't make sense to me. At 16 I'm not allowed to drive minors, drink alcohol, join the army, vote in elections, get married, and tons of other things. And yet I MUST decide the future of my life right now, when I still have yet to see enough of the world to fully grasp where I belong in it. And if a career is supposed to last a lifetime, then does it really make sense for me to decide now. Marriage is supposed to last a lifetime, yet that isn't happening for 16 year olds. I feel a strange mixture of happiness and worry and fear. Sighes. As much as I expected myself to and as much as I wish to, I just don't know what I'm going to do. Well, I guess becoming a senior is rather bittersweet. I'm just that much closer to graduating but I'm still worried about my incomplete plans.

Ok, I'm gonna stop rambling and drown myself in some good indie music,
Jess

TRIPLE DOUBLE SUPER DUPER FACEPALM=___=
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Well,
It's a perfectly fine Saturday. And I'm stuck at home working on 100+ problems for math class =______=
Sigh. I really need to finish the assignments, my teacher is giving us extra credit for them. And I'm not doing to hot in math right now... I have to pass our upcoming final with at least a C or else I'll fail the sememster. And, I've failed math before... failing another time really isn't going to fair well. Not in the least bit. Sighes. Well, in other news, I took the AP test for english last Wednesday. It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. But I'm sure I didn't get higher than 2/5 on the scale. Sigh. Oh well. Hrmm. I really have no positive news right now. I've still got tons of other work for other classes. 2 projects, 2 tests, 3 essays, and 1 practical. Ok, the most positive thing that's happened lately, is that my mom just came home with some ice cream from Costco. Great. I can pig out after failing out of school. Sighes. I could really use some Superman strength right now. Maybe that way I could skip all the trouble of getting into college and just spend my time saving the day. Unless... superheroes need to go to school as well. Sighes. Too much work, just too much. So not good.

On a less boring note, I'm totally addicted to Jhameel's songs!
- Jess aka littlebogeek aka aww crap I'm going to fail school and live in a box


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