Well,
I certainly haven't been back at LJ in forever! So many things have changed... and I even forgot my log in password. On top of that, I never even use the email I made my LJ account with anymore. Man things have changed! XD And that's evident in looking back at my old posts. I didn't even remember my second year blog anniversary 'till just now. Technically, the anniversary was a month ago, but nevermind that. I can't believe I started this back in freshman year... now I'm a senior about to go off to college! :D I've received my first (and as of now only) acceptance letter, but I still have some more schools to hear from. I got into San Francisco State University! :D I'm quite happy and even if I don't get any other offers or if I really can't accept them (private schools are just so expensive!) I'd still be excited to go to SF State. Truthfully, enviroment wise, it's pretty much on the top of my list. I LOVE San Francisco! And even though I don't like that it's so close to my parents (I'm actually from the South Bay), I still know that it's much wiser for me to stay close. That and the Bay Area is just so awesome, it'd be tough for me to part with it. Perhaps I'll move farther away after college, for work or grad school, but for now I'd be okay. Most of the schools I applied to are down in SoCal, near LA and San Diego. But really, no city beats SF to me, not even my hometown. The vibe, the enviroment, the atmosphere, the people! Well, at this point, I don't want to make any decisions without thinking about and understanding them fully. I still have to wait anxiously for my other letters before I make up my mind.
In other news, I've gotten back into Tumblr! Haha! This time I'm much more active, so active that I even have TWO blogs! I have one blog focused on my different interests in subjects like art, philosophy, music, news, and other thoughts on my mind. It's much more liberating to me; this blog is focused on my personal life, while westwinglibrary let's me be more creative and thoughtful. Check it out here: westwinglibrary.tumblr.com. The second blog was created just for all my fashion and style interests, mostly it's a catalog of fashion pieces that I find inspiring. That one's toochicforwords.tumblr.com. I really like my fashion one, I used to catalog cool pictures and fashion ideas into various folders on my computer. But that took up a lot of space on my tiny little netbook! XD So blogging helps plus it's a great way to find even more inspiration.
I remember wondering a few months ago what I'd do with this LJ blog after high school, whether I'd continue on it and focus on college life or terminate it. Of course I could never delete this blog, it'd be heartbreaking! It's full of so many memories! I've changed a lot from the time I started this blog and I like to see how much I've evolved over all this time. Sadly even all good things come to an end, but I'll make this a happy ending! Truthfully, I can't see myself continuing this blog, it's not the same as it was before. My posts have been growing farther and farther apart. So I've decided I'm probably make this blog dormant after I gradguate high school in May. I've gotten quite comfortable with my new blogs, so they've become my primary blogs now. I hope to continue them even in college, since I like their subjects more. So I guess this is sort of an early goodbye? T~T Aww shucks and I promised myself I would get all sad.... *sobs* I'll try to continue posting every so often for the remainder of the school year.
Wow I haven't posted in so long, that I've forgotten how nice it feels to sit down and just write,
Jess
ecstatic
FREEZING MY BUTT OFF
artistic
content
Today I feel asdlkfajdlfsj.
discontent
uncertain
facepalm